Once a military guy wrote that he would like to obey me, i can do whatever i want with him, order whatever i wish. I opened his profile and there I could see a guy in his 30ies in a military uniform. Brave bold look. Well trained. Normal dick size. Big hands that I assumed were used to hold a weapon. Or dick 😁
Some occupations are simply not compatible with sub role in sex. The man who supposed to protect me, shoot guns, fly a jet, drive a tank, is a little slut in bed! Who would have believed that! 😁 We didn't meet after all, due to my preferences.
Another military guy, an officer but no longer onfield, asked me to meet. I liked him, he was clear with what he wants and decisive. I was filled with horny expectations. He told me he was dominant, i told him i dont submit to all guys and my usual blablabla 😁. I was just back from summer vacation, had a nice tan, a white top with no sleeves, black short skirt. Wild curly hair and looked like a star 😁 i wanted to impress him obviously. I built up this picture in my head how he looks and what he would do to me, he played my brain skillfully, that much credit i can give him.
When we met, i think he was a bit uncomfortable with me. I often blame my middle east look but men i met told me that they get nervous cause they never expected to have sex with someone like me. My confident look makes them nervous 😂😂. His look next to mine was a huge mismatch. I looked alpha, he looked like beta, if u understand what i mean. I always look like alpha, was born with that look i guess 😁 but i automatically become a beta if i see an alpha, which he wasnt. He was slim, almost bony, not well trained but he trained before seems like, reddish short beard and no hair (omg!!). I dont mind not goodlooking guys, i always go after content. He might be good in bed despite the look.
His words and his look didnt match, that became clear to me. A bit disappointed. He had very dry skin, perhaps a regular alcohol drinker. i hope you guys know that alcohol, including wines, dries out ur skin, its visible, i mean easy to guess.
First he showed me around and then he wanted to talk to me before he puts his hands on me. We supposed just to have touch and talk session, naked in his bed. Thats how i like, no planned sex but touching, i got horny just thinking about it 😁. I told him fine, he was sitting on the soffa, i was standing in a distance, watching him and slowly taking off my clothes showing well trained tanned body, smiling shiny eyes. In my head whatever he says had no meaning, i am going to enjoy his hands on me very very soon. Start talking amigo 😂. He asked me strange questions, personal which i didnt mind. Slowly his questions started to sound weird and then he indirectly threatened me saying that he can actually kill me and no one ever find me. Hmmm really?
You might think that i got scared. Nope. I got MADLY angry. Since adhd lacks impulse control, i exploded more or less directly in front of him 😂 And then poured on him a lot of insults while putting back my Beautiful clothes. Who the fuck do u think u r, little dryskin alcoholic moron? I put back my clothes. Its kind of unusual that i leave by my own will when i plan to fuck. I like to get what i want but this meat-piece was stinking dead to me. I opened the door to go out and this very moment, do you know what he told me ? Now it sounds laughable, but then it was like the most idiotic thing one can say to me. He told me that if I leave through the door, i will never ever be allowed to come back 🤣🤣 No shit Sherlock. You think that I am dying to come back? Look in the mirror dude, you are a bald skinny man threatening a woman. Are u out of ur fucking mind? Then i left swearing bad bad words 😁😁 you dont want to hear those words 🙊🙊
My goal was not reached and my brain was on fire. On my way home, while walking, he messaged me that i still have a chance if come back. I said no, fuck u, i will rather become a nun than fuck u. He said i was not strong enough for him, not good enough. What kind of bullshit is this? To make me feel not good enough. U little trash.. and u call urself a military?? Is this a military behavior? This is "ugly man" behavior, he was ugly both inside and outside! I was shaky and angry, the more i tried to calm down the more angry i became.
Same day my fucker who had adhd was writing to me wanting to meet. I said no, i was going to meet someone else, he knew where i was going. He never stopped writing so on his question how did it go popping up directly when i left, i replied - it went right to hell 😭😭 He told me he is coming to collect me wherever i am and Will make me feel good. I said no, too late, i am angry and i want to cry cause i wanted so much to try that military guy and it is not going to happen, i felt like a kid who didnt get its toy. But he was already on his way. We drove to his place, i took a shower and then he put candles on, new bedsheets, lavender body oil . then he gave me a nice long massage, while i was weeping and wailing as a child 😁. At some moment i started to enjoy the process, he went down on me and i cum. Then we fucked more 😁 i forgot about military shithead and the world had become a better place to live. Orgasm has a power to bring a miracle. He was a good fucker, experienced but often i saw submission in his eyes, a little bitch crawling out. Why?? Why any man would want to be a bitch?? I honestly dont understand that. Its so much powerful to rule than to be ruled!
A present fucker is a former military as well, not an officer, was an onfield soldier. He is different from the two above. He lacks all kinds of submission. Zero. None. Which makes him kind of unique in my eyes. I have a never ending task to make him my bitch 🤣 the more he resists the more it tickles my brain. Almost every time we meet i make him to break a law 🤣🤣 on purpose.. i am not going to tell u which law, but one can be jailed for that. And every time he breaks the law I tell him that he does it. I think the first time i mentioned it, he kind of stopped what he was doing and looked at me, unfortunately, i started to smile and giggle revealing my games. By law i can go to police if i want and that fact makes me kind of powerful 😁 it tickles my brain 🧠🧠
Once we had a conversation and i asked him if he is a polyamory, or polyfucker. And to my surprise he said no, he cant fuck several women and he holds to one. So , at this moment, i am a solely owner of this man, even if i told him that it is ok to fuck around. It tickles my brain, i dont know why. He doesnt even try to fuck around. I can fuck around under certain conditions. Am I a polyfucker? 😁 I used to be. I have a tendency to get bored quickly but at the same time I have a problem to find right alpha. He is the closest i can get. It feels safe with alpha males. It is just fucking arms but also calm arms, stable, even though his life is far from stable in my eyes. He projects something he doesnt have, but i dont care. I wish there were more men like him, i think many women would like to meet men like him. But he chooses to stay with one. And I dont know why but it is kind of admirable, rare. And by some reason it actually turns me on 😂😂
So three military, three different souls. The bitch 💁🏻♂️, the shithead 💩 and the alpha💣. Who would have guessed that!
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