We are a sissy generation! Thats what Clint Eastwood said about new generation 😳. I read his interview and have to say that i agree with this statement ! We are a generation that do not want to hear bear truth instead we will hear covered version of truth, pretty lies. Why? Would that make us feel less guilty? This might be the end of our freedoms, cause i see it as a regression, not a progress. Our freedom is under threat when we let covered truth to step up, instead of accepting naked reality.
 
 
The reality of the corona virus is obvious.
--Its a weak virus that spreads quickly with very low death rate, majority of ppl merely notice it when sick
--people who dies are not healthy, often old
--read about Darwins natural selection and understand why those ppl dies https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Natural_selection
 
These true factors make many ppl angry at me. I am called heartless, i have no empathy, psychopath etc Hear My Words : if humans cant Survive this little shity virus then we are too weak to exist on mother-earth.
 
Vaccine is another strange reality for me , thats hard to accept. If we vaccinate us for this shity virus and for all other shity viruses then we will sign under mankinds end. In the future our immune system will crush just from seeing a fly passing by! Thats another truth! I would rather expose myself to all versions of corona than vaccinate. Vaccine for this harmless virus is not necessary. If it was Ebola - yes, please.  But not corona and its shity mutations. If i cant survive it then the nature gave me a verdict ! I am not strong enough.
 
 
The result of these "trend" of not saying bear truth brought us to an disasterous outcome, ppl are scared to say what they think and instead they adjust to lies. Its biggest polarisation thats going on in once upon a time free countries. People dont say what they think but they vote the way they think. Different opinions no longer talk to each other , each in its own bubble. It creates hate inside of not being able to talk freely.
 
You know the myth about Atlantis?! high civilisation that were destroyed?! I think that we are on that way. Our life has become so good that we think about recycled paper bags, natural products to eat, ecological vegetables.. we stop worrying about poverty, hunger, hopelessness.. we have luxurious dreams and pathetical ambitions.. with "we" i mean rich countries. Instead of bringing poor countries to our level we produce bags made of fucking bamboo!! 
 
Once upon a time we were proud of Thomas Mann. But today, present Thomas Manns, are treated just like before in the beginning of 19th century. Something never changes. The difference is that Thomas Manns of today wilö have to flee to undeveloped countries where ppl still sees true reality. Ppl should understand that truth is not to be hidden but to be discovered and exposed!
 
U might think that i sound too negative today. Well the world has turned into negative unhappy place. I have the capacity to build up my own happy bubble in unhappy environment. I see ppl with protection, looking scared and miserable while I walk happy and smiling completely exposed to everything. I would rather die happy than live in horror. This virus exposed cowardness and weakness in us, we fear, we are scared. Vass majority doesnt but they are not allowed to say truth, scared to be called heartless. Dont be scared! Brave heart is better than fearfull!
 
I wanted to write about sex but I chose to not. I had sex directly after arrival 😁 maybe another time.. instead i write about unsexy stuff and wanted to show dress of today. I normally dont like red but i found this one very challenging colorvise. Perhaps I am a coward cause i didnt dare to buy this very extremely red dress 😁 Maybe i will go back and buy it. I dont know yet. I hesitated. I thought that this dress looks better on pictures than live. Then if i am to buy it i will need to have red glittering overshoulder little feminine bag to match it and matching shoes 😁 its not easy to be a woman 😁 but its fun to do shopping!
 
I love these picture collage from today .. made in changing room.. plenty of mirrors.. right lights..  dress inspired me, i felt kind of joyfull the moment i tried the dress. I didnt plan to start photoshooting .. its kind happened spontaniously 🤩  as u can see i tried to create an image of a spider and it seems like i managed to come very close to that goal. Weird red spider 🤩 considering that i am an amatör photographer pls dont judge me too hard  😘 Hard ! 😉