I am a casual person inside and party on the outside. I like easygoing conversations in general and sometimes i draw lines when i feel that something said is not ok.
Which is why I am not surprised when guys see me as intimidating and sometimes dangerous. I have same behavior pattern even virtually. Its called to be straight forward which is what most ppl are not. So i get messages like "u scare me but I still want to meet u for sex" 🤣🤣🤣 i mean, what type of man says that?? In a vikings land? 🤣🤣 never ever express ur fear is what i was taught to. Even if u shitlessly scared, dont. Its only allowed in horror movies (conjuring, anna belle, sinister etc 😁) Especially to a joker like me 🤸🏻♀️🤾🏻♀️ i will certainly use it to sink all your ships if/when we meet. I kind of enjoy to play on weaknesses 😂 no offense.. it comes naturally ... i will lie and deceive to see all ur weaknesses to blossom up in front of my eyes.. 😛 dont show ur fears! How difficult that could be ☺
I was clubbing as usually in illegal club in suburbs with ppl who, just like me, tired of restrictions. In the underworld. I love the name. Kind of rebellious. Anyway. I had a nice leather shorts, boots and a fancy top. I saw a couple dancing in front of me. Cool and young. I always avoid to dance near or with couples, dont like to disturb their privacy. But suddenly guy leaves his girl and dance with me. I was very surprised. Iooked at tje girl and she was smiling and he didnt give a shit about her. I was kind of confused. He was a good dancer , maybe a bit too pasionnate.
He lifts me up , by reflex i hug his body between my legs, which i normally do because i am scared guys would drop me. Just as a precaution. All guys love it when I do and they think they are very special 🤣🤣 sorry guys, is just i think that men are often sloppy, so i need to be ready to save myself 🤣. Anyway this guy suddenly has his hands on my ass,under shorts, which i took away gratiously and lifted up. Then i switch to another dance partner but he grabbes me back in front of the other guy i was dancing with. Wtf??? We dance but i am kind of "whats going on here?"
I still couldnt figure out who is the girl..a sister? A weird girlfriend? While drinking water suddenly he is next to me, looking in my eyes and "i will fuck u in pieces tonight" . I remained quiet, decided consiously to not to get angry, i decided to be nice, his savior angel was a girl he came with. That evening we danced several times but i avoided to dance in trio with the girl included. Just left. This is not a competition to me, i dont like threesomes with girls either.
Then the girl disappears and "her" guy gets even more aggressive. I like aggresive, its charming. No other girl but me he wants to dance witj, he had obsession in his eyes. Its cute. Rare. Time after time he repeats same i will fuck u in pieces. Cant he just come up with new phrase? 🙄
He didnt care about my age, status, etc.. at some moment when he was sitting on the table where i had my stuff and normally where i was sitting, he took my hand and pulled towards himself so i am suddenly between his legs..interesting situation..and he says something, asking my name i think but all i could see was his big thick black lips and it made me horny, i start to get wet. I hate this moments, when nature doesnt give a shit but takes over.. And i feel like i actually want to kiss this guy not because I like him but because i havent been kissed for a long time and was starving for kisses. And the passion in his eyes.. were so natural. But luckily i pulled myself together and away, trying to get out of his legs, he was still holding, more like grabbing my hand, he realised that his magic would work if i could stay a bit longer.. smart guy actually. But i pulled my hand by force, i need to go to toilet, and went straight to the bathroom. On the way there i saw his "girl" making out with some guy. Interesting!!! Wtf is going on?
As soon as i left the toilet he was outside waiting for his "prey". I passed him and danced with others.few times he tried to pull me out but i made a perfect piruett with my meg/boots swinging in front if his nose in a slow motion. This was my first territorial marking. A minute later i was forced to mark my territory again and look who is applauding? The girl 😂 The second marking was more precise and i managed even to hold my leg 2 seconds still in front of his a bit schocked eyes. I have good body control. I thought that the third kick was going to end on his face if he continued with "i will fuck u blablabla " ...
i decided then to talk to the guy before it escalates, i escalate. U know know when adhd snaps 🤪. I kind of like pasionnate guys. They are rare. Lively eyes. Engaged. High interest level. Not shy (i hate shy guys!) .. so i waited and watched him leading towards me and pulling me again and was about to try again to "passionate" me when i asked him:
are u high?
No, why ?
U know that u have been behaving strange all this evening, so i wonder if u r influenced by something. Are u drunk?
No, i only had an energy drink. Do u want to get high, i can arrange whatever.
No , i am not a junkie.
I want so much to fuck ur incredible body girl!
Instead of replying on his comment i suddenly got angry and aggressive. Instead of having fun i am doing what? Trying to stop a guy who makes me horny and so far I totally failed doing it . Put ur shit together and get rid of him before u make a mistake, so i said:
Know your place.... (and added) dog! (Why did i call him dog 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️)
His face turned like from day to night, eyes from passion to hate. He replied slowly : what did u just say?
And i repeated same phrase but removed the dog part cause suddenly realised that he is no longer nice.., my first thought was, he is going to hit me and he most probably would have if ididnt turn my back and moved in the middle of the dance floor to dance as if nothing happened. And i forgot all after 15 seconds,music was good.. bravo dj!
After that incident i didnt see neither guy nor girl. They were both gone! Vanished ! He had a t-shirt the north face , was a suburb guy which is ok.
maybe i overreacted but i am human too and have my guards on all the time. We are women and we should always think from the dark side in order to stay on the light side ! I hope guys have an understanding to our sensitive situation and some mechanism of selfprotection !
Music suggestion: Astronaut in the ocean", ibrahim and omer..
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