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More than one month ago I was declared Queen 👸 sounds silly .. i have googled the sexual meaning of Queen which is, copying:

 

 

OMG! Queen is a facesitter and genitals rubber 😁 I dont really like facesitting. I have done it but it is not something that makes me horny. More like making me gigglish 😁😁 then it is kind of a dominant position which makes him back to be my bitch..and thats not a role i like . Though i am fully capable, but i dont like it 😏

 

Luckily when i was declared "queen" it was meant  "dancefloor queen" 😁 🤸🤸We were standing outside the club, around 4 in the morning, waiting for uber. Guys i was dancing with , especially one was very goodlooking, he pointed out at me and said - u r the Queen 👸🙆🏻‍♀️ .. then he pointed out on the opposite side to a guy standing like five meters from me - and he is the king of the dancefloor 🤴 

 

He? That one? No, he is not. I thought he was a junkie when first met him in september last year. Today so many ppl use drugs, which makes me sad. I have even stopped being aggressive towards drugusers cause they are too many. In my time ppl standing against drugs were considered strong mentally, willpowered, heroes. Today those ppl considered boring, nerds which is not true. We can be thrilling and funny without drugs. Ask ppl who knows me 😁

 

Anyway.."the king" of the dancefloor was in the age of my son.. i am young looking mom but it doesnt change the fact of huge age difference. He is a goodlooking light skin, girls throwing themselves on him. I also find him attractive but instinctively i keep a distance. I hate drugs, and btw pot is also drug !

 

It seems like some expects to see king and queen dancing together. this could be tricky. There are two ways of dancing together: you can dance with someone or you can battle against someone. Since he knows he is goodlooking, i wouldnt dance with him, only battle against 😁 the biggest problem is that we like different type of dancing. He likes to break on the floor. I dont like to break cause a) i have a long hair, so long that one can step on it if on the floor b) i hate touching dirty floor with my hands or clothes or hair c) i have heels which is a disaster for floor breaking, training shoes would work but they are so not sexy 😁 guys breaking on the floor normally dancing individually, not together, cause there is zero Contact.

 

King is a king with young girls but a chicken with a mature queen. That might be also a problem. So i am not sure dance together will work cause i like forward guys. You just grab me on the dance floor and dance.  Not standing shy and waiting for me to take initiative. Thats not going to happen. He tried dancing with me previously but i said no first time, didnt find him particularily good. And second time, he danced with another girl so tight next to me that i found it very strange. The dance i saw wasnt something i would want to perform. not my style. 

 

My advice to all girls. Never through urself on guys, especially if they are goodlooking or rich. If he doesnt notice the one who asks him to fuck off, then he is an empty shell.ö 😁 A boring fuck🥱 Neither look nor money can compensate empty soul.

 

I have a rule to simply blanc/ignore goodlooking and rich guys who are accustomed to have a lot of attention. Deprive him that custom 😁 Go against the stream. And then of course i hear - you just play hard to get. I dont play, I mean it. I dont need you! And u dont need me either.

 

But sometimes u may meet a guy who has two in one. Like yesterday. While king of the dancefloor was shy, another king entered the club. Extremely forward. He just grabbed me, with a masculine confidence and we danced extremely tight. He had interesting look, very good looking, interesting mix, definetly latino is part of the mix. Big thick lips. Gangster look, i hope he wasnt though. no sign of drugs at first look as he had a good skin, not dried out like drug users have, well trained. And the most important, shiny eyes, like mine. We were a match on the dance floor, having fun, smiling and teasing. He must ve latino!  He wanted to meet me outside, i said no, i am not an available woman. He didnt believe i am close to 50. 😂 No one does... Yet i always feel like i have to inform. Kids are fun to dance with. Thats about it 😁

 

Later I spotted him dancing with other girl, but he couldnt keep it longer. She wasnt his type. But he tried. I was standing on the side, smiling. Good luck dude.. then the moment i am in the middle of the crowd and dancing, two hands grabbed me and i knew it was him. Very forward..zero shy. Most probably he has adhd, eyes like stars. He was carrying me  high up, here and there, i was screaming at times 🤣🤣 wtf . Always scared him to fall. Every time i was put back on the floor he was trying to make it sexual somehow. I didnt mind. We are not naked, i have a control. He had none. At some point he stroke his chin on my neck, i confess it made me horny.. he hadnt shave like 24 hours..it was like a light brush against the skin. I then he stroke his lips.. soft and yes.. u cant be indifferent.. then he turns me around lifts up and i suddenly realised that he is up to something, coming closer and closer. his lips moving towards mine . No fucking way 😂 no kissing here! sexy thick lips.. i am sorry.. i started to bend my back backwards and his lips were following. He realised that i am flexible and can bend backwards all the way.., the more he tried to reach my lips the more backwards i moved. I was on halv bridge since my legs was around him, my head was all of a sudden so low that i saw against my face some guys ass 😅😅 and thats when I pulled myself back, holding his face on a distance with other hand, so that he wont be able to kiss me. Then i slap his face dominantly , one time, two times.. know ur place..and he obeyed!

 

He placed me back on the floor and then he went down on his knees, so i put my leg over his shoulder. And thats how we were dancing 😁 Crazy 😂  Why i am not surprised! His submissive soul found his way out. What a bitch! Sadly. Very good looking. Welltrained..shiny eyes. What a waste.. could have been very good dominant guy! On the other hand, what a circus we performed on the dancefloor 😂😂 very sexy dancing.. only possible if there are chemical vibes.. he showed a lot of i-wanna-fuck-u signs in his danxe, even blind would have understood 😁😁 but i pretended i didnt 🤣

 

As for sex. I had it once with my usual f**cker. Somehow it is not as thrilling as dance floor 😁 i cum and bla bla bla .. i am still under impression of dancing floor... Good dance is like good sex, i say it over and over again. I came home horny and then masturbated. To fuck ppl from the club i wouldnt recommend. We are drunk or drogged. U will be disappointed. But to come home horny and finish it as u Normally do, the way that always work for u is a better choice! 

 

Here comes song of the week "Boom Boom Pow" Zafrir , Afrojack. Not from the club though 👄👊🎉 as for king and queen. As soon as we are back to normal the queen will be back to her clubs where she is just a strange dancer 😁 and they will have to choose a new Queen. Yet the idea feels exciting so that "queen" danced outside on the pier facing the ocean and tried to break on the floor 😁 damn it, not easy at all😅😅