Last week a random guy asked me to not to write about him here !!!! "please dont write about me!" Hmmm.. I scrolled through our conversation and thought maybe I missed something 😁 maybe he mention somewhere a secret formula of how to turn air into a gold.. or maybe he has found eternal life source ... or maybe .. maybe .. just maybe he invented time machine and dont want me to share it with the world through my "worldwide known" diary blogg.. 🤭😁 to my surprise, i found nothing.. 🤣🤣 we had conversation about nothing, one of many standard daily chats..NADA
Poor guy 😁 even if I mentioned your profile name which is not ur real name, no one would find you or know who u r. Do you know how many Ericks live in Sweden? Its the most common Swedish name 🤣 nothing that u mentioned had any value even for a yellow garbage press. You are one of billions for the readers. Besides, its below me to hang out ppl here, I mean I can be an asshole but not in this tiny dimension 😁
So far ppl i mentioned in my diary hasnt been recognised or complained. One day u wished that u have told me something of a value to be mentioned in my diary. One day.. not today though , cause today there is nothing to mention from our conversation😁
On the other hand if u had an interesting sex topic, i wouldnt mind asking ur permission to mention it. But u didnt .. luckily i have my own sex topics to talk about 😁
When my sexual life started at 27 years 10 months old first i did was to find a litterature about sex. And that was not easy in a muslim country. We had poor internet connection, no smart phones. So i had to find a book in printed/paper version. I bought two, one kind of small in size book with text only and the other one, much bigger, with text and pictures . 😁
The first book opened my eyes on oral sex. The description was so vivid that it made me curious. I find bj playfull but it doesnt make me horny, cause i never had it as a part of my masturbation fantasies. Same book informed me about cunnilingus or what is called "pussy eating" 😁 i have heard about it before but never understood what is in it. it took many many years to learn how to enjoy it, very few men are good at it. Luckily i knew one who is the best "pussy eater" 🤭🤫😁 it took me two sessions to cum clitorially and after that i continued to cum that way. Clitorial orgasm is when one can cum on low tunes, metaforically said clitorial orgasm is a princess, vaginal orgasm is the Queen and anal orgasm is mother-queen 😁😁😁 i admit , I miss clitorial orgasm from oral, havent had it like for two years now 😔
Another description that "talked" to me was holding dick fenomena. There are women that enjoy holding a dick in their hand, before or after sex. I liked the thought of it, while reading. When i did it for the first time, it felt as if i was holding dicks all my life 😂😂 i had a steady ✋ On the other hand, it seems like not many guys like that idea, some even hate it. Guys that hated often had a dick size issues. And i would guess that others feels stressed cause they think that they should keep dick erected if she touches it, and thats not fun if he wants to sleep 😁 Holding a dick doesnt have to mean to get hard, it means a high level of appreciation women get from that "organ", it has an intimate value. Guys should let her hold it! Its a least pleasure u can give her !
On the other hand, i had my problems with "penis holding". Majorish problem is that i couldnt just hold it without pulling, wanking, squeezing, getting in general excited 🤣🤣 so he could say like - i dont want to fuck tonight ( we hadnt fucked like two weeks ! 😳).. then pushing my hand away.. "not tonight'. Thats mostly what couples in relationship say. Relationship kills sex..its a matter of Time.. sooner or later ! It should have been vice versa!
As for sex.. i had a colorfull outfit that day and was full of expectations, very much up in mood, as if I was galloping a wild horse 🐎🐎 i like pink.. tired to have black and dark outfit!!!
Sexy and cool!
It took me like five minutes and all my mood turned from pink to pitch black 🌚🌚 he refused to do things just because i wanted .. nothing advanced.. i like body contact, in general. And when he pullef backwards, which is not first time, it made me sooooo furious ..and that normally ends not well. Its me hitting and throwing stuff and screaming and calling unpleasant names 🙊🙈🙊 i felt just miserable. Guys should be smart, dont pick a fight for shity things! Think and see bigger picture!
He got also upset and lost his erection because i was screaming, arguing, not letting him to talk. We were both naked but instead of fucking, i was eating up his brain. After a while i decided to go home, cause he is a ridiculous piece of shit that doesnt deserve me. Put my clothes on and cried (fucking hormons or adhd, who knows).. Was on my way out, then i stopped.. i realised that if i step out i will go home still horny ans very much angry. Selfish thoughts took over 🙊. So i pretended to say good bye but was ready to fuck if he would give me a sign which he did. We had a great sex, as usually. Was fighting so necessary ? 🤷🏻♀️ Even if we made peace , I still remember what he did and will be holding it against him for some time. I have a dark side too 😈😈
Finally i am done with u!! This "chapter" took me long time to write 😁 i am kind of not in writing mood 🤷
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