Jag måste skärpa mig!!! !!! I have three unfinished, halvdone diary chapters 😣 its so easy to start and so hard to finalise 😳 was about to write a new chapter about a visit to a physiotherapist but decided to force myself to finish this one before.. yes, i have to force myself 😁 adhd 😁 i do blame adhd in some behavioral defects.
Today's topic is an outdoor partying. I had it recently. And managed to have it twice since i started to write this blog chapter 😁 I have never partied outdoors before. Partying outdoors was never my passion or wish, it didnt exist where i am from. And even if it existed, to go there as a girl or with other girls would have meant that we stain our reputation. Same old medievial thinking in the majority of muslim countries.. so i had to try it now, after 45 🤣
Partying outdoors in general nothing for me, i thought so in the beginning 😁 Basic needs for clean toilet and running water is a problem for me. To pee in the woods, accompanied by bugs and mosquitoes and other wild life, is not for me 😁 but due to strange pandemic rules i was "forced" to try to party in the woods 🙊 last minute decision though. Never say never to a new adventure 😁
On the party day i decided to stop drinking all types of water from 4 pm, in order not to have any toilet needs later on😁 I didnt eat either all day, dont like to dance on full stomach. So no food and no water. My friend and me decided to have a sporting outfit. I was thinking that since the party is in the middle of the forest, there might be some idiots and if so then i will be able to kick between the legs and run away hell quickly with my comfy Asics running shoes 🤣 for the record i kick very good and high, higher than my height. And i run fast if i feel any threat 🤣🤣 flash like 💨💨
Party location was not secure, never is if in the woods.. while walking there , cause there is no possibility for cars, i thought that it looked like something taken from Jurassic park. Sound of animals, frogs..its 11pm, dark as hell, after crossing open grass field, we entered other part of the woods. Narrow passage, not a single soul, bushes and trees. Seemed like raptors would jump from darkness. Spooky. I started to run, total deadly silence is unpleasant. My friend was having fun watching me 😏 she is often there she said.. but i had a feeling of thrill in me. i doubted she had ever been "there" at night 😁 Finally i heard voices! Human voices.. we were a bit early, or rather party was a bit delayed, waiting for the total darkness!
When party finally started, it quickly went to a full speed party. Do u know why? Because there was nowhere to seat and not much space! 🙃 While standing, everybody had it easier to dance. The dance floor was not fun in the beginning .. and if i had heels that would be a real problem ! Bad glide when it comes to dancing, to dance fairly good u need a little glide, but i had like zero glide because it is a wildlife grass under your feet 🏞️. Nevertheless, if u wanna dance u will dance on any surface so did we 🙃 not the way i like but it worked Anyway.
I was trying to get drunk that evening but it didnt work. I had rum, vodka, energy drink, punsch, other mixes.. my friend was already drunk while i was still in clear mind, upspeed but normal in my head. If u want to Imagine level of drunkness then Imagine that my shy friend started to slap other guys 😂😂 which made me worried 😂 i had to pull her out in order not to be forced to engage in combat with like four- five guys 🤣🤣i told her, i am not carrying her home, so she has to put her shit together, which she did by starting to drink plain water 🙏 which was distributed free of charge.
Dance floor was packed in full, it was a tent party 🎪 from the outside i could see the tent loosing its rectangular shape as number of people was much higher than the capacity 🏕️ 😁 i need a space to dance, i cant dance in this tight mess! That was my thought.. so i climbed on top of a speaker and suddenly i was like two meter long watching ppl on the dancefloor.. that was awesome 💥💯🔥💫. Speaker has become my dancing spot, my own dance stage untill the end of the party! Hiphop, rnb, reggaeton.. guys came forward licked my navel , slap my ass while dancing. I managed to climb on some guys shoulders and we were shouting and singing🤣. It was wildest wild! Some took me down from my podium to dance tighter. i climbed back to my little stage over and over again 😁
I was a bit embarrassed when guys were doing really kinky shit but then i decided to not to pay attention. One licked me above shorts, from pussy to navel. 🤣🤣 Then asked to go out with him. No way.. we are in the woods.. i am not going out..another had his nose in my ass 😅😅 this is actually not that strange when u party with spring breakers or college students . But in Sweden?! Even though the party was to 99% nonswedish, not because swedes are not welcomed but because this type of music is what normally noneuropean attracted to.
Unintentionally i started to get horny. I was not attracted to any of the guys.. yet you can get this reaction anyway. I felt a bit guilty afterwards.. or like shamefull.. the fact that some of us may experience sexual arousal without even liking is kind of Savage body reaction. I didnt fuck , i never do with party guys, but i normally play with myself afterwards.
While he had his tounge on my belly, pulling me down and start talking about how much i train. Only then i noticed his biceps, welltrained body, not longer than me. Smelling sweat. There are two types of sweat : fresh which is masculine and old which is stinky. He had the latter. Back to adhd. Some of us are very sensitive to scents. i like perfumes, normally stuck in that part of Department store, checking new scents. I actually do not have one permanent perfume, i like to change it often. I also like smell of a fresh sweat or gasoline. But some smell i cant stand. The diversity of different scents initiates something in me. Dont know what 😁
I want to share with one practical thing. There is this guy with huge dick , not young and very experienced. He always managed to make me wet without much of foreplay. I am in general not easy wet 🤭 Nothing to blame, some of us are like that. I started to study his methods and understood what he does to make her wet. First of all he is very patient. Secondly, he knows that his size is not normal so he learned what to do to make her wet. You might think that using lubricants is best solution. He normally doesnt, yet i get wet all the time. His trick is push inside very slowly, the first 2-3 minutes he is like 1cm in, no thrusting, instead very soft pushes in a slow tact. Long long time..those movements tickles vagina pleasurably... another 2-3 minutes with 2 cm in... And then a bit more and more.. in the end i am so wet that he has all in and it doesnt give a pain. For those who has big is a good solution. Try. Pain can also make women wet but its still a painful way.
I think maybe i should start to keep a dairy shorter and more often since i am not capable to finalise it same day 🤔🙄😉
🎶🎶 " 0 to 100" , HEDEGAARD
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