This blogg site rekommends to write diary every day, to keep my readers interest 😁 Hmmm i am not a proffesional blogger , just a usual type.. i am not here to gather and please readers.. no ones diary is about pleasing readers.. i could have written more if my brain could type my thoughts directly in the blogg 😂..i am not trying to be famous either.. i am not trying to make money or name. My diary is a hobby..result of tabu around sex , result of loneliness, its a place where i can put together my thoughts cause they blow up inside my poor little head 🤯🤯 i dont know how many of you suffer from not being able to stop thinking.. i can talk to myself in a room full of people 😁 So excuse you if I dont think about readers but think about myself 😁. Besides, I dont think my readers expect me to write every day, my readers are other type of ppl 😏
I am abroad and enjoying sun. God! I missed sun 🌞 in my life. Depressing corona and whining ppl around at home.. that makes me wish to take my life cause suddenly my life means nothing just because i didnt die of corona and others worth more! And then i am called selfish 😔 they are selfish when forcing others to be depressed. I think that this negative loop has to be stopped. People Always at all times died but to morn each would turn our lives to a cemetery ! Neither would bring back dead. If you were dead would u appreciate ALL ppl in the world morning for u? I wouldnt. No One would. Thats selfish!
Sun is Shining upon me, the warmth it gives, the Happiness it spreads... Nature gave us the most precious source of Happiness, a burning star 🌞, Ra - god of sun. i jumped in the waves of Poseidon.. ra and Poseidon are my gods now. I dansed as crazy on the beach. I am happy.. not ashamed.. a new song found on Spotify put together all parts of my body, soul, surrounding together.. Dont play (Anne-Marie, Ksi, digital animals) 😁 its my choice of the day!
Just when i saw a lot of ppl watching me dancing as hell, jumping and screaming and singing, i heard i received a message. I didnt check at first. Enjoyment and excitement took over. I dont give a shit! I love freedom of being able to feel happy. Not guilty. I am not dead yet, i am alive and sexy and danse like Jagger 😁 🌋🌋 let me celebrate this moment 😁 leave me fucking alone!!!🤣
After my hysterical Happiness outbreak ended, on my way back from the beach i finally opened the message. Who the fuck is this ? with nick thats very much in gentleman style.. hmm its my ex..like ex ex exexexex .. for Five years ago ex 😂 wtf??? Its like "cold case" suddenly got new evidence 😂 why today?
- are u on vacation?
- how do u know that? Hmmm no way 🤣🤣
Fuuuuuck!! I am not alone here ! Yes guys while i was thinking that i am on far away island, unrecognisable and can do all fucks here, it shows that i am not that alone and my "shameless" beach behavior made me quite recognisable and famous bitch 😁
shit! Was my first reaction but then came - fuck it! I am not going to stop being happy and enjoying my vacation, free from depressed ppl days! I dont give a shit that he saw me dancing, he has seen me naked. Not a big deal!
I tried to be nice to my exexexexex but then i changed my mind. I dont want this coincidence turning into me changing my rules. Its too much a challenge already knowing how much i like coincidences. He keeps low profile at the moment, i guess he is not alone. But that never kept him from being naughty before 😂 i prefer him keeping low profile and hope he wont ask for more cause then i might not be able say no cause it will be under "coincidence, gamble, universe" rule of mine. He doesnt read my blogg so no worries. I remember that merely a year ago he asked me to meet but i said no, cold no. Never Keep strings with ur ex is a good rule of mine ! Nothing personal. Because his hermosa no longer exist ! As for hermosa, I bet he called all His bitches hermosa 🤣🤣 not really that flattering 😁
All in all i feel good guys and Hope One day all world would realise that feeling good is not bad! Feeling bad is bad! I wish u to feel good guys! Celebrate life instead of morning death!
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