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Sometimes i fuck guys that i dont want to fuck, just because the one i like to fuck likes to watch me fucked. Sounds complicated but thats how it is.

 

I told him i dont want to fuck the one he wants cause he is a snitch, he delivered my plan to trap him, to him. It sounds again complicated. Refrase, i prepared a plan to the One i like to fuck, an innocent trap, sexually oriented, but the asshole who supposed to deliver it sold me out. And now i have to fuck him cause i agreed on terms. He is a good fucker but not great, better than good but not awesome 😁

 

The moment i knew whats going to happen and who is going to come, i have prepared my plan. From the moment he start to touch me, i more or less pretended to be dead. He was between my legs, but i am still dead 😁 he touched me here and there, no reaction. The ratbeef started to get worried 😂 He didnt get it up and tried more to wake me up. But it didnt work. I am still playing morgue dead 😁 Then of course I broke a silence with giggles, typical..

-you cant get it up, can u?!

-No, perhaps i am old, do you want to do something about it?

-why on Earth i would do that? I want u to fail , then its ur last time here. 

-ha ha, i wont. It will take some time, and we will fuck

-so far ur poor dick is still soft, not even close.

- it will get hard

- when? After one year? 🤣 U dont have 24 hours man.

-i know, i feel it is coming.

- i see ur sad dick. What a disappointment for a rat like u. I told u some shit in confidence, which part to hold ur mouth shut u didnt get?!

- i know, my bad.

- i should have been cutting ur balls now and hanging behind the door as a doorbell 😂😂

-i am trying to concentrate myself and get hard

-and i am trying to make ur little dick to fail ! ! So that we never meet again!

 

Just like praising gives men confidence and with that good erection, trashtalks about soft dick, bad erection, bad performance results in him loosing control over his genitals. Normally women never should use this vocabulary, if sex was bad never say he was awfull, just say that he is not your type but sex was good. A wonderfull lie is better than truth. Guys relate too much to dick's performance. Same would apply to women, men wouldnt say things to sink her confidence. I am though an exception, u can tell me, cause i dont give a shit what u think about my performance in bed 😁 i am ur reflection 😁 and u r mine 😁 obviously we both suck 🤣🤣

 

if i were that guy i would have left, bitch like me wouldnt get anything. But guys are more desperate. I wanted him to leave and call me things. We have met like 10 times before, he is a good fucker after all and he has a woman to fuck when he needs. Good fuckers always get laid, bad ones are those who complain and cant keep a woman 😂 

 

Even though i trashtalked him, he performed well but never happened before that he left without cuming 😂 My words must have affected him anyway. Hopefully he would never come back, otherwise i will have to continue to trash his dick 😁 its not pleasant but i am not going to forgive a traitor. He should learn how to keep his mouth shut 🐀🐀

 

After him i had a great sex with my personal and exclusively mine fucker. Cuckold-hotwife games turns him on. I never could understand that before. I always thought that men are owners by nature. But so do we, women. Some of us are. He would more or less take care of all my body and places that other man touched, he gets wild and passionate which makes me wonder why, but then there is no reply on that question. Some things just had that effect on some ppl. 

 

I have noticed that many men like seeing their woman with other man. Its a huge group of men actually. I see one value in it for myself - since i like long foreplay and he doesnt, to have extra man to take care of me before him brings me good amount of foreplay. btw i came vaginally this time!! Yippii 🥳🥳 it still works!

 

I can today say , with a confidence, that men choosing to be together with very visible and shining girls are most probably cuckold-hotwife types. They know that everyone passing by sees her, eats her look with eyes, shows appreciation etc that turns him on. Contrary, a man that wouldnt want others to look at her more than looking at a dead tree, they are the owning type and their women will be soon looking like a dead tree cause he is going to fuck around while keeping her sad vagina in his personal cage. Which man or woman would u prefer? 🤔

 

A married man wrote me that he wishes his wife could be more openminded and allow cuckold-hotwife games. After twenty years of monogamy , coming to  fifties, he feels like now its time to try new things. They are getting no younger and he has dreams. But she doesnt want. What can i say? U can release a prisoner from its prison but u shouldnt expect she will feel freedom the moment she is out. A woman that lived in a monogamy, that had a boring sexlife, shows no motivation or ambitions, not very much of a confidence. She follows all traditional view on a marriage and that view is not really encouraging. He also lived same life. And they are both most probably wornout and stopped follow fashion or look in the Mirror  or do daily workout. He thinks that as soon as he wants to expand his sex life its going to be successfull. I dont think so. Its not that easy.

 

I would advice to start with working out every day. It builds up good mood first of all ! Mentally. And with a time good confident body, apart from strengtherning ur health. Change ur old man/woman look , wardrobe. I didnt have to workout when i started but i added extra training moments and added happiness 😁 to feel good about urself is step number one. To push an insecure woman to have cuckold-hotwife sex or visit sexclubs  i wouldnt recommend. It might give an opposite effect. She has to like herself in whatever shape and look she is, and if she doesnt then she should work with herself untill she does. This is crutial. There are shortcuts but i wouldnt recommend to cut it short. 

 

When she gains confidence, its a process, long or short depends on a person, she is going to open up and it is important to not to judge her, to not to get jealous, to let her be free with her sexuality. Then i expect her to go wild some time untill she finds her kinks and gets less wild  view on what she likes. First time for me, for example, was a shocking reveal that i feel nothing, my body reception was low as a result of a sexual exile. And that was the very first problem for me to solve, which i resolved successfully 😁 remember, where there is a will, there is a way!